'When education is lost, the future vanishes': Gaza's Youth and Educators on 24 Months Without Education.

'We don’t want pity, we want action'.

A young student, twelve, al-Mawasi

For the past 24 months since I entered a learning environment. Two years since I listened to the start-of-class signal at my former school, took my seat and answered questions during my beloved lesson. At times I still vividly remember the auditory and olfactory sensations: powder from the board, sharpener leftovers, cheerful echoes. But my school no longer exists; it was bombed shortly after the conflict started. My learning materials incinerated, and companions perished.

I was in the fifth year on 7 October: the final day I entered the school building. That morning, air raid sirens sounded through the passageways. Some children cried, others clasped palms firmly. Our teacher tried to calm us, but even her voice trembled. I remember longing for a routine day; teaching, break time, a literary performance. Instead, that day signaled the conclusion of my previous existence.

Hostilities have claimed innumerable aspects. But the most painful deprivation of all is education, because it represents the forfeiture of tomorrow.

Now I live with my guardians, male relatives and female sibling in a packed refuge in al-Mawasi. The tent walls flap in the wind, failing to insulate. We wait in line for water and food. Power is imaginary and privacy doesn’t exist. Aspiration appears brittle.

At darkness, I observe the night lights through the gaps of my tent and question if my peers see the comparable vista. Some message me when they can, expressing they miss school and have retained their former exercise books; like treasures from a lost world. I feel ashamed because I’ve forfeited all of mine.

I once aspired to becoming a teacher to assist Gaza’s children acquire knowledge, even when life was hard. Now I hope for being a journalist – to draft, to talk and to show the world what it means to be a child in Gaza. I want to narrate our accounts of fear and hunger, but also courage. Because even amid these conditions, amid death and ruins, our words continue.

When there’s some internet, I try to study digitally. On other occasions, I visit a tiny space where aid workers teach us math and Arabic. The lessons are short – the electricity cuts out or the attacks recommence but in those moments, I feel alive. I recollect who I was: the young woman who adored mathematics and poetry, who was convinced learning could change the world.

The war has taken so much; our residences, learning centers and relatives. I mourned my uncle, his wife, and their young ones. I said goodbye to my beloved urban area, that southern city, which is merely debris now. But the hardest loss of all is schooling, because that is the loss of the future itself.

To the international community, I say this: preserve our aspirations. We seek no sympathy, we want action. Young residents merit texts, learning environments and protection. Learning is not a luxury, it is a basic right. This region is not just ruins; it is minors who still dream beneath the drones at evening. It is my account and I will persist in composing, even if my only possessions is a damaged writing tool and a scrap of damaged material.

'Pupils inquire: "Are you alright, educator?"'.

An educator, 40, instructor in central Gaza

I have been educating in this area for more than a decade. First in a southern city, then in another location, and now in this refugee settlement in the heart of the region. In pre-conflict times, I typically educated several sets of about 40 students each, nearly 240 young minds eager to learn.

Educating them was my purpose and joy in reality, and I still recollect the sparkle in a student’s eyes when a new idea clicked; the sort of occasion every teacher cherishes.

I always was convinced instruction should be vibrant. My classroom was a area of play, art, and movement. We created cartographic art, acted out historical events, and converted teaching into tales.

Merriment always permeated the space as curiosity replaced fear. Certainly, even prior to conflict, local youth were always scared. My learning environment was a secure location but after the seventh, the situation transformed.

My school became a shelter for relatives fleeing the explosives. Not long later, it was attacked and completely destroyed. There are very few schools left standing in this area now. For this period, nothing has been normal. The conflict has shattered every facet of our reality: safety, residences, schools, aspirations. Apprehension and mourning are perpetual experiences.

Numerous of my learners are now dead – children who mentioned becoming physicians, painters, and educators. They were deprived even the privilege of living. Those who are still here live with starvation, displacement and weariness – and however, they still hold onto the will to learn.

Sometimes, when the online access permits, I get in touch with a small number of them. They write asking: “Are you OK, teacher?” We communicate short messages, abbreviated teaching, minor flashes of connection amid the chaos. They inquire if circumstances will ever revert to standard. I tell them I don’t know.

All over the region, educators, aid workers and non-profits try to teach in any feasible location: in tents, damaged classrooms, or congested safe zones. Education has become an gesture of resistance, a way to express: “Our presence continues.” And as long as we continue learning, we will remain.

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